November 15th is now January 2012
So she'll be here a lot longer. And for that I must be grateful, yes? For it gives me more time with my mother just down a couple flights of stairs. It strikes me that this is an erstwhile wish of hers to be closer to her sons. And there you have it: the more I fight the closeness, the tighter it binds as a snake in a vice grip.
I'm smiling. Letting it go. Relaxing, it's easier that way. They say you go with God's will or you get dragged.
I'm in love with James. I will continue to build with him our relationship. We will spend the weekend together as planned. She's healing: she has her sister and Dad's friends and that is good. The rest? God will figure it out and I'll do my best to go with the flow.
Meanwhile, a peaceful evening and a good night.
I'm smiling. Letting it go. Relaxing, it's easier that way. They say you go with God's will or you get dragged.
I'm in love with James. I will continue to build with him our relationship. We will spend the weekend together as planned. She's healing: she has her sister and Dad's friends and that is good. The rest? God will figure it out and I'll do my best to go with the flow.
Meanwhile, a peaceful evening and a good night.
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